One thing I say I think, but really don't

I just don`t know what to write today.
I really try not to say what I don´t mean.
No, I don´t know what to write,

My best quality

Oh no !!

This feels like sitting at boss' room  and answer her questions about my best qualities and those
which I can improve.
Improve ? Who, me ?
Smile.

OK, so, my best quality..
I hear often, that I am a good leader.
I am not authoritative.
I am supportive.
I want all around me flower up and do their best.

I am a very loyal friend.
I have known my best friend for 43 years.

I love to take care about my family, my friends.

I love.
I love strong and passionately.

 

One thing I wish I could do

I wish I could sing and play some instrument well.
But singing in a choir is something I wish I could do.

I love music.
Music is beauty in our Life.
Music is a  blessing in our Life.
Music is is a food for our soul.

The best restaurant in my town

 













I like Il Forno Italiano, a restaurant  ca 50 m. from my house.
It  is a classic Italian restaurant with a cosy Tuscan atmosphere.
I love their food.

What you have learned today

I have worked very hard last week.
I was so tired and today I wanted just take it easy.
But you know, there is a little voice in my soul, which all time talked to me:
you should clean, look how it is needed
you should do something, not just read a book
you should do this and that..

But...

What about me?
When will I Think just of me?
When will I take care about my needs?

Today.
I did it.

Today I learned, that I am the most important person in my Life.

A simple pleasure

Life has taught me to appreciate little nice things in my life.

You never know if there will be a next time, or if I will be here the next day.

A simple pleasure for me, it is to find my own time  read a nice book,  and listen to music, sitting on the sofa, without any time pressures on me,  just know, this is my time to enjoy.

I love to bath in the bathtub. With music and wax lights on.
We have no bathtub right now, and I miss it very much.

Have you thought about how it feels to walk barefoot on the fine lawn in the courtyard during summer?
It is pleasure. Knowing these soft bristles under the toes and feel the freedom without shoes ..

To sit with the family and eat dinner together and hear the children talk about what happened during the day. To laugh together, to enjoy a good meal together with their loved ones, it is a pleasure for me.

Staying up all night talking with my best friend or read a book all night.


It is simple pleasure to me..

The best part of a rainy day

Rainy day.

Listening to the rain on our tin roof and windows ... it's like a music.
Faster.
Slower.
Piano.
Forte.
Fortissimo.
To feel the nice smell of rain ... when The Earth is washing her face in rainwater.
The gray colour of the day ... so soothing.
Calming down.

And when rain is gone..
Everything is...
Clean.

Three good thoughts

One thing not to worry about

is...


That Divine Beloved will take care about you, your Life.
Just put Everything in her hands.

Did you know, that  Divine Beloved is a SHE ?

Of course SHE  is.

A way to relax

I love my work,
I mean LOVE.
But my work is both physically and mentally very intense.

I know, there are people, who go and have a work out after work.
But I cant do it. ´
My feet are already in pain.
Smile.
I need calm down,
So my best relax is with music and good book.

I love Classic Music and have my favourites, which I play over and over.. but that's alright with me.
I still find different ways of playing violin in this or that performance.

Recently I have been thinking about do a yoga.
I think it will be a good way for me to relax.
I will give it a try.

What really matters

Just one answer came to my mind.
LOVE

In some way I think, LOVE is beginning of it all



and that should be end of all we do as well,
I think.

What are you waiting for

I am waiting for my daughter finish her floorball training
I am waiting for a card about my friends death.
I am waiting for a strange to do a biggest decision in my Life.

One thing to do today

My daughter has started at a new school.
The same school where her older siblings went to.
Tonight, at 18.00 we have first parent-teacher meeting at this school.
We get to meet the principal, teachers, I will sit in her classroom, at her desk.
I will talk to her class teacher, which is same as her brother's for 4 years ago.
And I will meet parents to her classmates, some of them I know already.
My daughter has her two best friends in same class.

A new epoch in my daughters and our Life starts.
Bring it on !!!!!!!!

A minor roadblock in my life- done

A minor roadblock in my Life..
Hmmm..

I don´t have them.
I have just big roadblocks in my Life.
Right now.
You know, like Kilimanjaro.
Or Himalayas.
But, it will be better,
It must be,
It is always better..after.
After I can put my life to Divine Beloved hands.
And trust her, that all will be as it should be.

I try.
Hard.

The last library you visited

The last library I visited was our library, in town I live.
It was with my daughter , who wanted loan some book for summer,
It was a nice visit, She knew what kind of book she wants, but she couldn't  find them. ´
She asked about help,  and miracle happened !!!

I love it, when I find a right people in right job.
This librarian took her to some of rooms, where we thought we were not allowed to inter, and there my daughter found her paradise !!!
She had very very serious discussion about all the books with the librarian.

It makes me smile even now. to see those big eyes of my daughter,  and happiness about a good book,
Yes, she found her book and 5 more.
Reading for the hole summer.

"Mom, you cant understand, how goooood these books are..."
Smile.
"Yes, honey, I can.
Be there,
Done that,
And you will remember it, all your life, , as I remember my feelings.."

The things that gives you hope

The things that gives me hope...

I love this question..
. 

How often we feel hopeless and discouraged , which drains our energy, when we think about world and our life?

So today I will write 5 things, which gives me hope...

1. The acts of kindness

Like a stranger who found my sons new IPhone and left it in police station for sending it  to our house. 

2. Dreams

Dreams made us humble and patient. It is good to dream. There are from our Dreams, that big things happen.

3. A smile from a stranger

I just love this a smile from stranger can change your bad day to a good one. I try myself often smile against stranger. One never knows, what one simple smile can do miracles.

4. A knowledge, that we are all connected

I am so thankful, that all good peoples positivity and can fight against worlds bad things.
Ying-yang. 

5. A sense of purpose

I hope, that this new generation which is growing up, will take a stand against evil of this world, against greed and the power-hungry of the countries and it's leaders in a better way, than my generation did.

An imporant truth

The important truth to me is :
We are here on the Earth because we have to learn,
to  be a better person,
to love more
and evolve as a person.
Learn  lessons , which are meant to be learnt.

Goodbye Ab...

Death is nothing at all.

I have only slipped away to the next room.
I am I and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other,
That, we still are.

Call me by my old familiar name.
Speak to me in the easy way
which you always used.
Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.

Laugh as we always laughed
at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me. Pray for me.

Let my name be ever the household word

that it always was.
Let it be spoken without effect.
Without the trace of a shadow on it.

Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same that it ever was.
There is absolute unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind

because I am out of sight?

I am but waiting for you.
For an interval.
Somewhere. Very near.
Just around the corner.

All is well.

A favorite meal

My favourite meal is:
all kinds of soup for starter,

then salmon in all it´s simplicity with potatoes and just plain Sour Cream sauce, with vegetable and potatoes.

 For dessert : plum dumplings  with ground poppy seeds on or ground walnuts

Oh, I just love bread. So yes, to starter, I will take a slice of this bread.

A time you made a good choice

The best choice I made in my all life was, when I followed my heart, and moved to Sweden..

Here I could live with the love of my life, here I gave birth to our three wonderful children.
Here I have found my work, which I love.

This beautiful country changed my life for ever. 

Made me a better person,

Swedish mentality, what they stand for, is just so right for me,
I am home here.

Without a doubt.

And recently,  Sweden  has topped a poll as the best ‒ or “goodest” ‒ country when it comes to serving the interests of its people while avoiding damaging impacts to other nations and the Environment.